Why...........

Why each tear from my eyes dripping away for you,
Why night is not complete without driffting thought of you,
Why each ache of love is for you,
why each hatered is for you,
why i want to drenched into your love,
i know you are and will be happy,
but why each pore of my body wants you so back,
Why each movie remined the moment spent with you,
it just me or each victim of love,
Still wishing you a happiness all above.

I need an inspiration

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on...

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need em again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind..

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere..

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions..

There are moments when I don't know if it's real,
Or if anybody feels the way I feel,
I need inspiration,
Not just another negotiation..

I MISS YOU… Still…

I miss you when I cry,
Because you are no more there to hold me,
I miss you when I am happy,
Because you are no more there to share it with me,
I miss you when I m troubled,
Because you are no more there to understand me.
I miss you when it rains,
Because you are no more there to tease me.
I miss you when I am awake,
Because you are no more there to talk to.
I miss you when am trying to sleep,
Because you are no more there to text me good night.
I miss you when I am asleep,
Because you are no more there in my dreams.

I miss you all the time,
But especially when I think of all the good times we spent together,
And now I realize how I have lost them,
They were the best moments I spent with you.I
try to hear the raindrops falling on the roof,
But all I hear are my tears falling on the cheeks,
And know that I am missing you.

It felt so good when you said am special and close to you,
You made me feel like an angel,
We used to talk for hours on the phone,
and meet on every weekend,
And after every meeting it felt like a dream.
Friendship was everything, and love heaven.

I miss our phone calls at all hours of day and night,
Our walks in the park and on the road,
Our bus rides, and bus stop dates,
Our Spice,McD and vatika hangouts,
Planning for the future in A380 suites,
Our messages and chats,
Our sharing, our caring for each other,
Our code words, and laughing on each other’s friends,
Joking about rains and clouds,
Telling each other everything that happened during the day,
No matter how immaterial that might be,
We could not survive without each other,
And now we cannot live with each other.

Now that you are gone, it pains to think
Not only have I lost my love, but my best friend as well.
It hurts to miss you,Hurts to think about the choices u made,
Its my mistakes, and I lost you forever.
But you have not lost my love,
You are my world, my haven
I can never forget you,
And it breaks my heart everyday,
To think I don’t have you, and can never have you,
Yet I miss you.

"memories r always confusing.. making u laugh wen u remember d times u cried together..
and cry when u remember the time u laughed together".

This is neither a poem, nor a prose,
This has no rhyme or rhythm.
It has got nothing, saying in the traditional sense,
just my raw feelings from the deep silence.

I wish she could be mine...!!

I saw her coming my way...
she looked perfect, divine...
i wish I could hold her forever...
i wish she could be mine...!!

she walks across smiling and gleaming
Shining brighter than the sunlight
I look at those glimmering eyes

And just wish she could be mine….

I wish u could feel the way i do..

I wish, to be with her...so she could see me shine...
yet…I am here, still, and mesmerized..

I wish she could be mine..!!

Her voice is like no other

Hoping she’d sing our song to me

I sat by thinking and praying

Wishing that she should be mine…

She is in my every dream...

She is in my mind…my soul..

I don't know...If i love her more than god…

Could she be mine?

My love for her is wider than the universe

Deeper than the ocean..Stronger than sunlight

Purer than clear water…But All I can do is wish…

Wish for the day,When in due time

She could be mine.But i know i can't...

As she is no longer here with me..

She is there in my memories now..

And there could stay. be mine..!!

I loved her then..I love her now..

And she will always stroll in my dreams...now and then...

All I can say is…love, You are the one…for me…forever and always..

I am eternally yours...And For me, you are mine...you are mine..!!

Drenched .....

...and then it rained

like your memories weren't enough to drench me.....

Part of My Life "'Alone in the crowd'

khush hai yeh aasman
khush hai yeh zameen bhi
dil toh hai khush
par aankhon main hai nami si

khushi jhalke har chehre par
khushi chhalke har baat main
sab hi hain aas paas
phir kyun tum ho sirf yaad main?

hasi hase mere saath
khushi aankh michauli khele
naache khushi main dil
par tum bin adhure hai yeh mele

hairan hai koi
aur tareef hai har kahin
par jo baat sunni sirf tumse thi
woh jaane kho hi gayi kahin

tum hote toh mujh par bhi koi garv karta
tum hote toh sab jaane kaisa hota
bahut samjahaya baawre mann ko
par maan hi jaata toh kya 'mann' hota??


khush hoon ki kuch banaya tumne
kuch banna abhi baki hai
khush hoon ki udhna sikhaya tumne
par udhaan toh abhi baki hai


hawa ke har jhonke main tum lagte ho
baarish ki har boond main tum hi ho na?
bheedh main agar tanha hoon, toh saath lagte ho
mujhe udhte huey dekh toh rahe ho na?

Mobile Phones defined ..

Toot gaye hai taar jameen se
Hath me aaya hai cell phone
ab to dil ki awajo se..
jyada sunte hai Ringtone

pehle nanihaal se phone aata tha
uncle ki dukan par
har insan dil me rehta tha
har no jubaan par..

ab to unreachable hai hum
pehle ki tarah aajad nahi
ab apne no ke siva
koi apna yaad nahi

ab to mutthi me hai duniya
phir kyo hum sabsedoor hai
network bhi apna busy hai
kyaa kare majboor hai

pehle bacche dosto ke ghar
lekar jate the bat aur ball
ab to bas bahar se hi
kar lete hai missed call

har har chotti baat ke liye
do shabd nahi bole jate
thanks kehna ho ya sorry
SMS se hi samjhate

kyaa remote kyaa calculator
computer ka bhi baap hai
ungliyo pe chalti thi duniya
ab sab anghootha chaap hai

kyo pairo se cheen kar jameen
ajnabi sky diya
phir bhi khushi se kehte hai hum
wah sir jee "what an IDEA"

credit goes to me n my roomies..:):)

Tired...

Tired… yes that’s exactly what I am right now.
Tired of running away from the truth.
Tired of avoiding it
When it stands in front of me
When I know the difference between a truth and a lie
And tired of facing it as well.
Tired of life
Of the world
Of myself
Of accepting things
Of denying things
Of being rude
Of fighting
Of being sorry
Of being hurt
Of hurting people
I am tired of love
Of friendship
Of my own people
Of complete strangers
Of acquaintances trying to get too close
I am tired of talking too much
And of being silent
Of the need to explain myself
Or to listen to explanations
I am tired of thinking whom I can speak to without being judged
Of avoiding people
And of getting avoided and ignored
Completely TIRED of life. Want to end it right away.
But I am tired of thinking about this too.
I cannot do it…. I am tired of being a coward
Tired of being brave too.
Tired of everything.
Tired of waiting…. Will it ever end?
Will it ever give me answers…. for my problems, for my excessive thinking, to what I am or want to be, of the questions I have never asked myself….
TIRED…. TIRED… TIRED.