Udaan Jindgi ki

Hai Tamanna yahin bas Kuch zyada nahi! !
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udu to udu bas niche na giru! !
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le jaun apne is bhanwar ko! !
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Jahan is kasti ko kinara mile! !
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mile jo bhi mile! !
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is parinde ko ek sahara mile! !
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apni manzil kaha hai ye to nahi malum! !
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par jahan pahunchu wo bhi ek manzil ka kinara hi mile! !
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samne jo bhi ho use ek sahara mile! !
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zazbaat ke samundar me gahrai ka nazara mile! !
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zeevan to zeevan hai sukh aur dukh ka kinara mile! !
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mangu yahi hai Vidhata dena apna sahara! !
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chahe wo ho tinka yaa ho sapno ka kinara! !
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hai Tamanna yahin bas Kuch zyada nahi! !
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udati rahi hun apne hi umango mein kahi! !
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Hai Tamanna yahin bas Kuch zyada nahi! !
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Why...........

Why each tear from my eyes dripping away for you,
Why night is not complete without driffting thought of you,
Why each ache of love is for you,
why each hatered is for you,
why i want to drenched into your love,
i know you are and will be happy,
but why each pore of my body wants you so back,
Why each movie remined the moment spent with you,
it just me or each victim of love,
Still wishing you a happiness all above.

Think ..

THINK .

 There was
a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She
hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always
there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'

One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.

He asked
her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.


Her
boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'


This is
how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a
Gift


Today
before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't
speak.

Before
you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who has nothing to eat..

Before
you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone
who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today
before you complain about life - Think of someone who is no longer alive ....

Before
whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.

And when
you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your
job.

And when
depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your face and think: you're alive and still
around..

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I PRAY
THIS MOVES AROUND
THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE.....

Packing bags ..

At last got invitation letter and confirmed travel tickets back to india for a short 1 week trip. You know what .. 2009 was one of the greatest year for me . one of the best year ..in which many of my awaiting dream just come true .. as is a part of pre planned , well rehersed activity.I was craving for a  US trip for many year , traveling in Big planes .. see lots of places ...and its like dream come true.From september  09 .. it has been back and forth between Delhi  , Chicago , New york , Amesterdam , Frankfurt , Detroit , saginaw , St luis , washington .. and many long hawl trip.I am traveling India like i am going home from Noida after each three months.It is fun .. meeting diferent people , some time strange ones,most of the time polite ( 2nd best thing about US ) .. Different aiports , different air crafts  ranging from Boeing 747 - 400 , Airbus 320 ( Awesome and really a Huge plane ) to Jets like CRJ 200 and to microjets BE - 400A.. it is , it was a really good experience ..

Diving into childhood..

Just completed Snow man .. aahh .. tired . my whole body is still in strees from snow goose bumps.
One of the best thing being in North US is .. plenty of snowy days .. It was awesome fun.. after a long time threw "Mature mannerism " and dive into childhood.After a long time doesn't care about anybody.And you know what it was .. it is pretty satisfying.It has been more then 3 months living alone ... nobody to talk.But now i realise .. why you care about others .. you yourself capable of having so much fun.Making a snow man .. is like creating a human by a God hand .  how do you want to him be look like .. how would be his face expression... how tall . faling to put some proper fat ( i mean snow ) .. or mistakenly putting extra weight .. imagine ..It is simple life less a blog of snow .. If God created us . how much time it take him to create a so exqusitic , complex and marvelous human body.
Being in doctor's family .. i got a chance to peep one of the most rarest places , like twin lobes of mind ( MRI and 4 D images ) , complex and crucial funtonality of human heart.. it always amaze me . how distingushly and marvelously human body has been crafted .. and we  "selfish bastards" just destory it helplessly...ahh too philosphycal ..
I need a Hot chocklate now .. c ya .. pics .. i ll upload .. to dark to get a pic .

You are here to be you... just you,...

I read a story which resemble to my life events .. here it is ..

A plum once said, just because a banana lover came by, I converted
myself into a banana. Unfortunately, his taste changed after a few
months and so I became an orange. When he said I was bitter I became an
apple,but he went in search of grapes. Yielding to the opinions of so
many people, I have changed so many times that I no more know who I am.
How I wish I had remained a plum and waited for a plum lover.

So true .. many times in life i changed .. i pretend to be what i am not.I pretend to be that person which he/she like.. i have done all possible things for that.lie , manipulations ..
I always run towards that admire, that praise ..and then pretend.. It never gave me happiness .. One day I realised it was all vain.I realised Just because a group of people do not accept you as you are, there is no necessity for you to strip yourself of your originality. You need to think good of yourself, for the world takes you at your own estimate.If you doesn't love yourself . how come other can??? If you bored with your company how can others ..
You need to think good of yourself, for the world takes you at your own estimate. Never step down in order to gain recognition. Never let go of your true self to win a relationship. In the long run, you will regret that you traded your greatest glory - your uniqueness, for momentary validation.Even Gandhi was not accepted by many people. The group that does not accept you as you is not your world.There is a world for each one of you, where you shall reign as king /queen by just being yourself. Find that world... in fact, that world will find you.What water can do, gasoline cannot and what copper can, gold cannot.The fragility of the ant enables it to move and the rigidity of the tree enables it to stay rooted. Everything and everybody has been designed with a proportion of uniqueness to serve a purpose that we Can fulfil only by being our unique self. You as you alone can serve your purpose and I as I alone can serve my purpose. I am here to be me .. just me and You are here to be you...just you.

Dream come true ... Traveling to US

It has been my one of the empty check box in my top 100 things to do before i die ... ( yeah you can say hangover of Dasvidaniya ) to travel US.. to go on site .. travel different places .. see different places .. interact with different culture .. different food habits .. see different currencies .. and now within a week it gonna be true.yeah i am going on site.. US here i am coming ..